Izyan's Weblog

Hello there readers. Soon, it will be goodbye.

Here,

I’ve shared most of my thoughts, experience & wonderful memorable days

as well as bitter, melancholy & gloomy part of my life.

I guess it’s time for me to exit the door & end it here for my past needs its space.

I believe that whats past will never be revive

& so, i’ll let this page stay.

This is my memorable 3 year journey.

You can always trace me back with these 282 posts.

Thank you readers. :)

p.s: I can never open this door because…

yes, he stole the key to this door.

It’s Key from SHINee! Hehe!~

I may be opening a new door, a new page when I want to.

Goodbye!

With so much love, Izyan.

(“v”)

HELLO!

As stated above, i went to bowl, search for shoes & ate quite a lot of food with my dearest Batch 16! Not all but some though. It was kinda last minute & we went on Saturday. & YES, i had a GREAT time with them! :D

First, met them; Aryanty, Jon, Leroy, Justin, Edwin, Nash, Hafiz & Yang Xuan at Food Culture, Lot 1. After we had our lunch, head down to Bukit Batok CSC for BOWLING! Oh trust me, you don’t wanna know my score. HAHA! I’m like the second last placing. I know, i suck at it. But hey, it was my second time playing only okay?! Hee! & of course, the 1st placing go to Aryanty! :) After bowling, there were only left with me, Jon, Leroy, Justin, Edwin & Hafiz. We headed to Queensway to search for Justin’s new pair of shoe. Met Jermaine halfway in the bus. After a few rounds of walking, decided to stop for a Spoon Laksa. Later, Hafiz went back home. So there were me, Jon, Leroy, Justin, Edwin & Jermaine. After awhile, we bought Cup Corn & Muah Chee. I think we were at Queensway for like hours?! Walked ard & ard just to find a pair of shoe. & at last, Justin got his new pair of Adidas David Beckham shoe. Yaye him! Haha! After that, we were supposed to go home BUT we ended up going to Bugis. LMAO! It was so funny when we were in train. We didn’t know where to go. First, was Orchard & then Changi, East Coast, West Coast blablabla…. HAHA! At last, went to Bugis for KOI bubble tea. Omg, i LOVE it! It was my first time drinking it & yea, it’s NICE! Later, the rest ate except for me since there weren’t any Muslim stall & i was already full by then. After dinner, headed to Bugis Junction & Leroy bought ice cream. See how much we ate? Haha! We then took bus home. & it was kinda a long journey & we had to stand all the way. We were so tired & sleepy.

That’s all for my Saturday with Bath 16. It was GREAT!

Love, Izyan.

HELLO EVERYONE!

Yes, i’m BACK! Haha! Omg, i miss blogging so much! It has been a long time isn’t it? Gahhh… I’ve been asking myself, ‘When are you gonna update your dusty blog huh?’ & yea, lazy me decided to delay & delay up till now. So yea, here i am!

Now that exams are over, no more burning the midnight oil, staying up late in the morning, less than 3hrs of sleep, panda sleepy eyes, blablabla. & please, don’t ask me abt my EOY results. Even though i’ve put in everything i could, my results are not up to my expectation. Don’t ask me why. I guess last minute revision isn’t good enough. Yes, i’m quite disappointed in myself. Okay, forget abt it.

Now, let’s talk abt Sec Three Camp! Yea, i just came back from my level camp last 2 days. Sadly, this last level camp isn’t really that fun. Btw, it’s located at Changi MOE Campsite. I’ve been there when i was in Primary 5. So yea, i already know what to expect & how it looks like. Sleepless night with noisy airplane taking off every like 10-15 minutes? So, it doesn’t really excites me. In fact, the day before the camp i already felt like ditching it. But oh well, i just went since it’s the last level camp with the school.

Day 1:

We had 1hr bus ride to the campsite. The journey there was kinda bumpy & sleepy. Once we reached, some briefing going on. Oh yea, our instructors are Yusof & GH. Okay, they’re not that bad. After that, went to our dorms. Blablabla… Then we had some ice breaking games followed by lunch & improvised rafting. I had fun during the improvised rafting. My group work together in many ways. However, we almost gave up cos we just don’t have any confidence that our raft would actually float. Haha! But i guess we were wrong! It was kinda surprising, our raft actually float in the sea. Haha! & yea, we had fun. Except that some of us get injured & stuff. After improvised rafting, it was abseiling/zipline. I was kinda disappointed as i was given abseiling. I’ve done abseiling in every school camp i went to. & i had never ever did zipline/flying fox before. Sad huh? Forget it. Later, had dinner followed by sing a long session. I like the sing a long session! It was great! Among the Sec 3’s, we are splitted into 3 groups name Alpha, Bravo & Charlie. 3/1, 3/2 & 3/3 were in Alpha & we ROCK! Even though we’re the smallest group, we definitely are the loudest! & when it comes to hands on work, we top it all! That’s great abt NT & NA students. :D Also from this camp, the instructors never fail to make our hopes high. They always remind us, the Alpha. “So what if you guys are NT & NA?”, “Who say NA & NT can’t lead?”, “Doesn’t mean you guys are from NT & NA, you people can’t lead. Look at me, i used to be a NT student but i can lead what.” Seriously, these sentence they said really stayed in my mind & i wouldn’t forget it. Especially to our chief camp, Wein if i’m not wrong. He’s a really good motivator. Not to forget, some other Alpha instructors such as Yusof & Mel. :)

Day 2:

Woke up as early as 5:15AM. Something cropped up in the morning. Thanks to a guy in Alpha. The instructors found cigarette in the toilet. & yea, kinda disappointed. Cos every trust we the Alpha built the day before just collapsed. Obviously, chief Wein was angry. Sigh. But afterall, everything went back to normal. Had breakfast followed by kayaking expedition. At first, i was reluctant to go for the kayaking expedition cos well, i have phobia for waves & i get seasick very easily. But yea, i challenged myself to go with the help & support from my partner, Kevin & others. There’s 6 pairs taking the Wanderes kayak for those who have 1 or 2 start kayaking cert. & yea, me & Kevin was one of them. Feel kinda special you see cos our kayak is different from others. Haha! Lame me. Before that, had our water confidence practice. It was so sudden that we slowly move back step by step & then BOOSHHH we’re in the water. Haha! Of course, we interlock hands with each other. LOL! Had a hard time to go up. & yea, i injured my legs with scratches & blood. The instructor asked if i wanna go up but i just say “No, it’s okay.” I mean yea, i don’t feel the pain so just carry on la. Kayak & kayak it was kinda fun but tired. Now, my hands are aching everywhere. I’m so happy & proud of myself for being able to take up this challenge. I felt AWESOME! :) & i felt more AWESOME when we the Alpha were told that our group went the furthest. Oh YEA! Later, lunch followed by cycling expedition. It was fun yet tiring as well. & it was my first time having cycling expedition during camps. After shower, some thing cropped up again. Thanks to another guy. Yes, smoking again. This time, the guys from Alpha really get hard time from the instructors. I really pitied them. It was supposed to be campfire performance preparation but sadly the boys were in the toilet getting punished. & went they came back most of them don’t have the mood for campfire. It really sucks. Everyone was down. & it affect the girls as well. Even i don’t have the mood to teach the rest the dance steps. I felt horrible at that time. Most of us gave up & thought we would screwed up our class campfire performance. But we were wrong. Instructor Yusof talked to us & gave us encouragement not to give up. Even our form teacher, Mr Loy helped us A LOT. He encouraged us as well & brought his laptop down so that we can have the music. & me, after reflecting & trying very hard not to just think about myself slowly get in the mood & taught the rest how to dance. It went pretty well. I was really proud of my class. Our class fall & get back up in just less than 2hrs. Now, that’s how we are. TOGETHER AS A TEAM, WORK THINGS OUT. & we get back up. Campfire went on pretty well as well. I had fun! & i won’t forget that night. :)

Day 3 (last day):

Yes, it was the last day of camp. Sadly, almost all the instructors had to leave earlier as they had to prepare for their next camp with other school. Yea, it was kinda sad cos we didn’t get to be with them during the last day. But i think our sec 3 cohort did our best during the area cleaning. Most of us did things we were assigned without instructors assisting us. Well done! Boarded the bus back to school. Nothing much on the last day though. But yea, after thinking back, i do miss the camp. :( Sigh.

Okay, pretty long post isn’t it? My bad. Now that holiday already started, i wanna have fun for the rest of it before school reopens next year. ‘N’ Level! Omg, i’m scared. But yea, we still have to attend school for the next 2 weeks for bridging progamme. Arghh, screw that! -.- i’ll have to end here for now. I just hope i won’t forget to update my blog next time.

Goodnight!

Love, Izyan.

heyy!

it has been a long time isn’t it? sorry. been very very busy nowadays. what can i say? EXAM PERIOD! get what i mean? haha! i’ll try to get back on track in blogging once exams over okay?

if you guys been wondering how i’m doing? let me just say, SUCKish? things doesn’t go the way i want & yea, currently everything sucks. well, not everything but majority. been suffering headaches/migraines nowadays. stress? yea, i guess so. there’s even once that i couldn’t take it till i cried. well, i cried a lot of times. gee! my mood isn’t very stable & it goes up & down like roller coaster. crush, love, school, study, friends, family. these are some of my problems.

better stop here before i go all emo & stuff.

xoxo, izyan.

hey guys!

sorry for not updating my blog. it has been almost 2 weeks? i’m so sorry. been quite busy & i had no time to update.

just to let you know, i created tumblr quite some time ago. been using more frequently than wordpress.

take care, goodnight!

love, izyan.